10:27 Wednesday Morning   Old Habits I don't Want to Break When I was in NZ, I usually had to change the date on entry date to one day ahead. I still highlight the date to change it. But I always remember not to actually change it. I miss changing it. I remembered my dream for a few seconds, but promptly forgot it again. Yesterday. It wasn't bad. I wasn't freaking out like I was on monday. I wasn't crying and laughing at the same time like Monday night. I wasn't feeling like going to bed and dying like I did on Monday afternoon. Monday wasn't bad I guess. I read from strange book. Well, parts of it weren't bad, i guess. then the whole state of the world took over and I started sobbing, but Simon was saying funny things and so I was laughing. Hawahhawah... On Monday I got to talk to Caleb for a long time, and I got to talk to Mandy for a long time and I got to eat wasabi coated peas and pillow mints. Mmmm... So Monday wasn't terrible... But it seems that way just because I was kind of depressed. Tuesday wasn't terrible. I worked for 7 and a half hours, and working always makes me feel like I did -something- even if it wasn't much. No e-mail from caleb that morning though. After work I worked on the ACT practise exam. Mmm I just love English. I wasn't doing too bad, but I wasn't doing as well as I'd like to have been doing. I hope I have better sense for the real ACT. I'm taking it Aug 3. Then I went to church for Godspell practise. I sang my solo and it scared me. i'm glad I only have one. I'd rather I didn't have any. Oh well. Ummm. That night, Taylor called me on his cell and asked if he could come and give me a hug cos he's 3 blocks away. So I got a hug from Taylor. Yay! The rest of the night was uneventful. I played with photoshop, wrote an e-mail to caleb, and went to bed. I woke up at 9 this morning, checked my e-mail. nothing. I was thinking I'd go in to work after lunch, but I have a dentist appt. at 2 this afternoon. So maybe I should go in now. I think it's awesome how exciting and interesting my life is. My life was so much cooler when i was in NZ.