4:30 Monday Afternoon   When I Came Home I was excited to check my e-mail, as usual. I was excited to open that message. even after all this time. he says he's too busy to e-mail me, and that he's sorry. I understand. And I'm trying really hard not to be disappointed. Saturday, December 3rd, at the lyric is a belly dancing programme, and it will be beautiful. And I'm participating for a small part. you should go. Tickets are $10 in advance. Get them from me. the day after the day after tomorrow. I'm so excited I want to get away from everyone I know. There's only one person in this entire world (very literally, i might add) who I don't want to get away from. if. only. but if wishes were fishes there'd be no room in the sea. fantasies that never come true.