6:49 Thursday Morning   I don't know how much longer it will be...until I can't breathe... it feels a bit like ... you know when you're scuba diving and there's only a little bit of air left in your tank, and the air gets harder to breathe the less there is? I feel like that right now. except there's plenty of air. I just can't breathe. i'm not getting very good sleep. I keep waking up in the middle of the night and staying up too late trying to sleep again.