2:43 Mid Monday Afternoon
Drop Your Leaves At Once
Yesterday was breezy and cold, because it's autumn, and that's what autumn is.
I did physics homework in the Library and went to the Engineering Block for recitation, figured out what i'd wanted to figure out, got restless, and just left in the middle. I passed by this tree with fascinating leaves; the tree was just shedding them like a virgin sheds her dress after prom. I didn't really feel much of a breeze, but that tree was just dropping them all over the place.
It made me giggle out loud.
And I wonder if I'm crazy, or look Crazy anyway. Everyone's faces are so blank when I pass them, but I often catch myself frowning or smiling to myself in response to a line of thoughts I've had.
Maybe it's simply that no one else bothers to think when they're walking around.
Maybe I am crazy.
I wonder a lot.
I occasionally see a couple, and i wonder what it would be like if I had a boyfriend here, if I was with any of the random guys I see.
But those thoughts are always incredibly short lived, because no one can make me grin like a little girl like Caleb can.

and besides, i can make him crazy happy too!

you seem like an optimistic person.. I love it.
malewitch0
no ur not real
i always enjoy ur entries
always
sounds like everything is good with you
thats good
wonder like u do too
and i figure that its not people like us that are crazy
just everybody else are
theyre the crazy ones
remenber that
well either yet, your burst of excitement made me smile. so if you're capable of doing that, image yourself happy all the time.
ugh yeah its pretty depressing with that as well. haha