8:14 Thursday Evening   A Tulip to say Hello It snowed today, and rained yesterday, and rained today, and i love precipitation. I love it. Today it was cold, yesterday when I got home from school, I got out of my car and i twirled around in the rain, until I was too dizzy to see, then i laughed and wandered around dizzily, the world was slanted. Then I spun around and around and around in the opposite direction. I was so happy. Today I keep thinking of him, and his face, and how handsome it is, and his mind, and how strong it is, and his soul, and how wonderful it is. I need him, i really do. And he needs me. I asked him if he liked me today, and he said, "more than i could ever show you. so, um, yes." Today he asked me to marry him. I said no.