9:24 Wednesday Morning   Unexplained Depression I was sad at work yesterday, Sara noticed, I was a brat to her, I feel bad about it. I'm such a jerk! The worst part is that I knew that I was being a jerk but didn't really do anything about it besides try and smile more. I'm lame. and i found $10 in cash in my messenger bag today, randomly. I wish i could find the $26 I got babysitting. *looks around* oh, it was in my messenger bag. in a different pocket. so i have $36 in cash now, and $78 in the bank (I transferred $100 out, keeping $18 from my tipcheque, then spent $50 on polaroid camera + film...yesssss) But today I was cool. And last night i had a scary as dream involving a 3 metre high staircase of which the top metre was missing. And a good friend of mine jumping off of it just to get down. and she survived, she landed on her feet and she was like "see? not so bad" but i still freaked out. bad dreams! i'm all for dreaming about caleb again. lame, but true.