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Feeling: hopeful
10:05 Saturday Morning   Hanging Up with Renewed Vigour I was repeating some of the stuff he said to me in my head just because it sounds so cool in a new zealand accent. I did get my phone call after all. it will be easier to wait another 4 months. "I keep wanting to reach out and touch you and then remembering that you're not there to touch." "I feel that way all the time." *clutches GIR plushie closer* "But at least i still have GIR." "Maybe i should have gotten you that lovebear after all." "nooo Mandy would have made fun of me." he recited poetry for me. I told him that he needed to get his passport stuff sent in, and buy his plane ticket, so that i could go to walmart and buy shower crayons. He laughed at me. The wedding last night was beautiful. he asked me if I thought of what ours would be like at it. :) ---------------- 6:00 p.m. Happy Anniversary, advertisement diary.
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aww. i remember thinking about weddings.

i thought about them. but now i realize it was the wrong thing to think about. i don't think marriage is for me. and i'm not saying that to feel sorry for myself. i really don't think its for me though. ah well. we'll find out sometime or another eh?

but if i ever do get married you can come.


maybe even be in it:)

Mostly for fun, plus my brother needed someone to live at his apartment for the next month, so I said that I would!

Dan

err. what?

well that's cool that you got a phone call from him. Oh, and how long have you had this diary now?