Listening to: The Beatles(Yesterday)
Feeling: hopeful
10:05 Saturday Morning
 Hanging Up with Renewed Vigour
I was repeating some of the stuff he said to me in my head just because it sounds so cool in a new zealand accent.
I did get my phone call after all.
it will be easier to wait another 4 months.
"I keep wanting to reach out and touch you and then remembering that you're not there to touch."
"I feel that way all the time." *clutches GIR plushie closer* "But at least i still have GIR."
"Maybe i should have gotten you that lovebear after all."
"nooo Mandy would have made fun of me."
he recited poetry for me.
I told him that he needed to get his passport stuff sent in, and buy his plane ticket, so that i could go to walmart and buy shower crayons.
He laughed at me.
The wedding last night was beautiful.
he asked me if I thought of what ours would be like at it. :)
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6:00 p.m.
Happy Anniversary, advertisement diary.
aww. i remember thinking about weddings.
i thought about them. but now i realize it was the wrong thing to think about. i don't think marriage is for me. and i'm not saying that to feel sorry for myself. i really don't think its for me though. ah well. we'll find out sometime or another eh?
but if i ever do get married you can come.
maybe even be in it:)
Mostly for fun, plus my brother needed someone to live at his apartment for the next month, so I said that I would!
Dan
err. what?
well that's cool that you got a phone call from him. Oh, and how long have you had this diary now?