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Oh, yeah oh, shit Just fuck me & shoot !! thats sad that at times you have to hide, To hide that something that beats within. no, thats not my heart. thats.... ok, forget about it.. Just Fuck me & shoot !!!
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i am a line!

we choose the lives for ourselves

thats.. your choice what to live

but again

we are forced upon alot

so we are giveing few choices

yes. thats the endless circle

i dont think i like circles!

no, may be u hate them

hate is a stronge word


see

i like how theyre round and how one could use two line segments to find the radis and two radis to find the center and how its the home of pie and how they dont have corners


one thing i dont like very much of them is how they seem to go on forever


anything is annoying, i mean - a circle, a triangle . because they are an exclusive circle or "an exclusive triangle"


the line is perfect

it has no beginning

no end

profound!

yes in order to live

one must hide

wear masks

to survive


prove!

prove!

where do my skin ends

the the rest of the world begins

???


i dont remenber a begining to my existents

i have only my menories to trust so if i dont know one there is not one

i cannot comperhend an end to my existents

its nonexistent


so then u are just the emptiness.. or void

so then u are just the emptiness.. or void

how can the void be empty when i am it

so are u

how?

with all this energy

energy cannot be created or destroyed

same with matter


we are

you never know

some things can not be realistically explained

really how?


just one


oh yea

!1!

That how things at times are

intercourse dont seem to mean anything now adays


everyone wants the quickcheaphigh butchered out of ourselves

for them girls are like boys now

at times... its just needed .. to fall down.. down-down-down very low. like.. in a shitpit..

And burn down there.

And then - resurrect.

From the ashes.

as a Phoenix.


so.. just fuck me and shoot...


doesnt all this rebirth make one tired


i mean a person has only so much to give


after everything then what?????????

it just gives strength

i dont mean i say Bye to all beliefs i have, to some values of mine,

no.

it just gives strength

i dont mean i say Bye to all beliefs i have, to some values of mine,

no.

strength? for how long?

what values are left when one sinks into a 'shitpit' to burn

all is lost isnt it?

only to start again

does conflict make 'this' real for you?

does it remind you?


why only go so far instead of it all the way?


lost it all!!!!!!!!


too many questions at once.

an amoeba and a chameleon both change themselves.

but differently

i dont like needles and

i do know what it is

so what s the question?..

how does an amoeba and a chameleon both change themselves??

THey both change to adapt to this or that atmosphere.

An Ameoba changes.. how to say.. its phisycal structure. E.g. if the water beacomes saulty - an ameoba has more sault in its organism.

A Chameleon changes only the color of its skin. To merge with the colors of nature.


Thats what also may happen with ppl

yes they do


adapt and hide

no.. they addapt & live out

they adapt to live

so in order to live they must pervent themselves from being eating so they hide

well, thats also living

u cant deny that