Feeling: foggy
Marking poeple is not bad because the society may think the same or may think smth different.
its... bad for you..
Since you've heard what you wanted to hear - you are not interested in it any longer.
The unreachable is meaningful.
Never say what you really think about it.
Keep it in secter.
I ll be thankful
livin for yourself at least
the first COZ
oh yea whats coz??
what more do u want??
just say if u have anything to say right up here
what time is it there
its 330 here
what color is your hair
do u like beer
i feel scared alot
that i dont matter
i yell at myself that i do
but i know deep down
i dont
only to the few that care
i want to change the world
but i feel so small
i feel scared
that i wont ever be happy
never fulfilled
i dont know
just say if u have anything to say right up here
just say if u have anything to say right up here
just say if u have anything to say right up here
just say if u have anything to say right up here
u have anything to say?
i m tires of livin
really
livin is your choice
tiredness is a state in which we become aware of our being
to know the 'COZ of life
i should know what i'm livin for
just say if u have anything to say right up here
i hate livin for myself
thats teerible
do i ever get selfsatisfaction?
No! Never!
but people do not want me live for them..
thats why life is absurd
your the only one that matters
start there then find what matters to u
smth beyond
this absurd matters
this crazyness
all that i live out
and here it doent matter what i m living for
so
your true absurd world matters because your there
but here it doesnt matter because????
i really dont know?
still im a part of that mad world
here - i mean-in that case
still im a part of that mad world
here - i mean-in that case
yes you are and im glad
me too
need to quit
my workin day starts
have dreams
nice dreams
too bad
what type of work do u
i will
so should u......
that was me - macbeth sure
glad to know.
sure, this kind of anonymity is Intrigueing. heh, ..sharing thoughts, metamorphosing them.. thats all great & previous.
thank you
just for being
stay. remain or change
as you wish
im glad i am
cause if i wasnt then what?
then?.. i don't know...
something different
"nothing-beingness"
thats what
We ll face the othing at the end also
my only friend the end
are u scared??
am surprised u have a friens
i dont have friends
thats why i look forward to the end
Look for life to live it out
it goes by, you see?..
i find you very mysteries and sexy
i like the fact that we can talk about really confusing meaningfull stuff
you have a pretty name Xeniia even though i have no clue how to say it
i like how instead of reposnding to me at my diary you stay here and do it
my name is jonathan i like candy i like reading i been reading alot into existentialism really cool stuff i like sleeping i like pizza i like candy i like staring at the wall when i ca
it flows by.......
i dont know
i like being a loner
i only need a girl
then im set
DO u think this will do?
yea
nobody
oh yea
or just the opposite
The somebody
you think so,,,,,,,,,
see
if im a nobody
how am i to find a somebody??
Are u sure that u r nobody?
yes
i have few if any real good friends
i cant get a girl to like me
i have been told that im weird
i dont fit in
thats the price of being unique
yea
what can i say???