Listening to: radiohead - killer cars
Feeling: aggressive
thats shitty as hell.
i trusted the guy who fuckin offered me a well-paid job not far from here. (he USED to be My_fair_Gentleman... ) So we broke up... so i said goodbye to an opportunity to go to the US, working & hanging out up there.
so now im ... like.. kicked out of his life. with fuckin no job, fuckin no hope, and fuckin broken heart.
& thats too-o-o late for VISA docs ... as i broke off the contract with this company in the US.
& here - no opportunities again.
oh... yeah....
__________
I was like.. blind
& now i cant even look
in the eyes
of my reflexion in the mirror
P.S. Thats kinda.. sad...
hey
im sorry things seem to be going bad
but on the flip side
now that ur single again mabe we can come a litter closer
oh yea
i just be told that i have to move out with in the week
yea it sucks
but i get thur it
cause
being a bum
isnt the worst thing in the world
not caring is
u seem to care alot
u should
remember u are real
i think
be sure i do care.
another thing its better not to show it... coz some can get used to caring from my side. & thats no good.
& u.
well... u have to choose what to care abt & what now to care.
thats all that life...
wow. you're not in the us? where are you? your diary is cool.