Listening to: my thoughts whisper
I would... rather... just...
just go to a bar and talk to a stranger
"mr.I-dont-know-u, lets take a stoll around the block, ... yeah? a whiskey? a.. what-ever-else-u-can-think-about is included in the bill. just go with me. Ill pay later.. ."
may be i do
but its not well paid
here
heh
me too
i control everything
its weird
everything
why weird again..
for me its fun..
but that fun is sad
well
its weird because im not use to being
God
why is it sad for you??
too much??
no, coz when im awake
i still have this feeling
that i can do everything
But do i really can?...
feel as though
it all spranged
out of your head
youre 20
youre God
may be thats true
and all this world i have in my head
fuck. im responsible for it
may be thats true
and all this world i have in my head
fuck. im responsible for it
love me two times
well
anyways
yea
you are
but what are you going to do
not much u can
unless your a superwoman
that was brought here
to lead us???
only thing u
can do is flow though life
living as an example for others
touching one person at a time?
i m not a teacher.
u can watch me living & take smth out of it
i cant may you live like this or that
more than that
who said that im right
i live rightly
i mean.
i know what is right for me
but that doesnt mean thats right for anybody else
true
but by living true to yourself is
in itself inflences others
you wanna be a teacher right??
at times i have dreams that im a God...
tell me about it
but some good things about being a teacher
would be
that there are always jobs for then somewhere
and that you get summers off
oh yea
summer
another thing would be self satifaction
oh yea
satifaction
there are jobs
& thats what i m saying
i study for a teacher
but i never want it to be
i d rather..
i dont know
i m a rover
youre a woman
is it good?
its my skin
well, a soul also
but that not all me
oh yea
its good
so your soul is apart from your body??
boundless like the ocean???
i'm all apart
http://diaries.suchisthis.com/macbeth/?ucmd=image_control&dothis=view_image&img_name=total.jpg
again where is this to take me
i see everything on your page except the entries
its blank???
hell
i donno
...
where was it suppose to take me??
MACBETH ... I READ ABOUT THAT IN ENGLISH THAT SHAKESPEARE THING... WAS LIKE BORING TO THE MAX!!!
rather than the reality that i have
you are so awesome
in.. what way? )
in.. what way? )
then the reality you have?
why trade one unfullfeeling reality for another empty one in which you induge just the same??????
what makes this one better?
?????????
the reality is fine, still
i was born to live it out , thats kinda examination of living
reality is absurd!!!!!!!!!!!
why dont you ever vist me at my place???
say it - & i ll just come
oh wont you come and vist
pleaseeeeeeeee
too far, too far..
rather than what???????????
Shakespeares the bomb
yo
if you arnt down with bill i put a cap in your ass
yo
vist me at my diary
i dont think your ready to meet my MOTHER
weirdo
stop-stop-stop.
who was going to "put a cap in your ass"?
i'll smash the bastard...
yep, will shoot you ... and then Fuck. yeah. for sure
burn in hell
HELL?????
heh..
just kiddin
do you believe in that sort of thing?
Sort of what?
Hell?
yea
hell
heaven
God
you know
hell-heaven-god - thats all in us.
thats what im sure in
again
sexy