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my god im confused.
i went to bryans locker at the end of the day and he wasnt there.
he's ALWAYS THERE waiting 4 me.
:(
he told me to write him a note and i did and all but since i didnt see him i ripped it up on the bus :(
theres a parade tonight.
last years was sooo fun!
i sooo wanted to go, and wanted bryan to go with but i called and i got no answer.
its like everyone just got up and died.
oh well do u know how much i dont care?
its just one of those days i wana be anywhere but here as anyone but me.
eh.
im also sick of the world judging everyone by their looks. fuck looks wtf do they get u besides pregnant and eventually divorced?
Q&A
4. am i mental?
no babe ur not mental, ur human. my reality just got back from an awesome week-end. do u know what its like to find a guy, tell him to call u and he doesnt? gr :( i'll give him a day or 2. but today is one of those days where i really just dont wanna be me too. i know how ya feel. later : (
hmm possibly... but i think we are all a little mental.. chin up babe
i dont know you..so i couldn't really tell you if you were mental..you sound sane! haha have a good day! :)
sorrie to hear about ur day. hope it turns out the way you want it to. i LOVE ur diary. xOx;dis0negirlx0 (Jackie)
Aw hunnie ... dont be thinking your mental, cause your being silly. I think some of your point a rather thought out and truthfull... take care, i know how pain and confusion feels... nice diarty btw... take care :)
I say fuck to superficiality too. And NO you're not mental! Just remember u are the sane one-everybody else is crazy:)
MUAH