ive had this for over a year... im thinking about making it novel except 4 the fact that it sux. but it did get a lot of attention and its seriously tragic and romatic... see then my new diary can be the sequel. i duno. this hurts too much seeing those memories, knowing he doesnt give a shit, and watching him fall further away from me and our son everyday. do i deserve this? he gets a new life i get a child. i hate him... because im so fucking in love with him... and he doesnt seem to care one bit. someone needs to hurt him 4 me.