ok i absolutly love the 'hold on' video by GC and its gr8 they have a song against suicide and all, even tho i love the issues and all of suicide.... guess u could say i love to study it. eh. but damn... on the cd, they have a freaking song about killing someone for a lover, kinda like an obsession gone 2 far. lol (tha'd be me.... id kill every and any bitch in the world 4 bry bry... i have very violent mood swings and all, im psycho, plus i love him that much...) anyways after hold on they then have a song about not killing yourself odd. lol. this world, this world is cold but you dont, you dont have to go your feelin' sad your feelin' lonely and no one seems to care your mothers gone and your father hits you this pain you cannot bare but we all bleed the same way as you do and we all have the same things to go through hold on if you feel like letting go hold on it gets better then you know your days, you say there way too long and your nights, you cant sleep at all hold on and your not sure what your waiting for but you dont want to know more and your not sure what your looking for but you dont want to no more dont stop looking your one step closer dont stop searching its not over hold on what are you looking for? what are you waiting for? do you know what your doin to me? go ahead what are you waiting for? hold on if you feel like letting go hold on it gets better then you know dont stop looking your one step closer dont stop searching its not over hold on if you feel like letting go hold on it gets better then you know hold on anyways i love the song love the video.... almost made me cry. most of my life suicide seems like the only way out... but its so hard 2 fucking do. ha. so anyways on the topic of music *Tupac has the award 4 best lyrical sentence: why am i dying to live when we all live to die* *POD has the award 4 best story video for Will You* *Fred Durst has the award for best music video from a major motion picture for Gothica-Behind Blue Eyes* and the best *bust song* award goes to the comic dog from mtv ****HE BUSTED ON EVERYONE FROM AVRIL TO NELLY TO R. KELLY! FUN STUFF!!**** ok im done w/ the music 4 now. i miss brbry he didnt call last night, and i havent talked to him in a while :( my mom said his mom was mad at him? i have no idea why... me? damnit damnit, i dont wanna go there 4 thanksgiving now :'( bryans gana give me the nightmare b4 x-mas movie since i only seen it one like a few years ago... yayness! well im off. leave a comment