ok apart from my last entry... anonymous makes me laugh. haha as well as my sister talking to herself in the bathroom. i have hit another breaking point in me and bryans relationship. we ARE engaged... but not oficially. more like a promise. but now... he told me he had to tell me something... i got scared as hell... SoMeThInGbAd3: and i want to be with you more than anything right now Sk8erChick2004: bryan Sk8erChick2004: answer that SoMeThInGbAd3: what? Sk8erChick2004: what your going to tell me Sk8erChick2004: is it gana hurt me SoMeThInGbAd3: i can't answer that Sk8erChick2004: yes... you can SoMeThInGbAd3: sam please Sk8erChick2004: answer me Sk8erChick2004: please SoMeThInGbAd3: i want to propose to you wed. infront of the whole school SoMeThInGbAd3: will it hurt? Sk8erChick2004: :'( Sk8erChick2004: why would you do that SoMeThInGbAd3: because i love you and i really miss you and want to be wtih you my whole life. Even if i tried to move on w/o you i know i will be just stuck in the end thinking of you awww. my dear sweet sweet angel. he really has change all the sudden. and jesus i had to change his s/n on there cuz people steal the damn thing and go talk to him... that annoys the fuck out of me... asshole sluts. gawd. T-A-K-E-N can you see that clear enuff? lol oh and were talking in a chatroom... how is that 4 odd? but he said its cuz he doesnt want anyone else to IM him... i think its cute... hehe. private chats rock. woohoo. -update- man these x-mas commercials are getting to me, they make me feel the holiday spirit... hahaha. and they make me miss bryan as well *sigh* i cant wait to see him! he's gana try and come over after school tues. or weds. he really changed quick its so weird. he must be scared he's losing me. i dont know? but anyways most of the schools in my area have a 2 hour delay tomorrow! why!?!?! i dunno. cuz it stopped snowing freaking saturday morning. i dont think we have a delay but THAT WOULD BE NICE! ::crosses fingers:: tt4n PS. I MISS YOU BRYAN I LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO "TIMES A MILLION ZILLION AND MORE THAN BACON (LOL)" MUCH!!!! alright enuff of being 2 years old. hehehe i cant help it tho... he makes me so happy.