i made a new diary... my 4th. its hella awesome but u cant see it unless ur a friend on it... [suicidal] yea i thought i needed a place where i could speak my mind and not be critized somewhere i could hide... but im not giving up on this diary... speaking of which... 401!!! wow... in 8 days ill have been at sitD for 3 months. cool cool. im kinda down so im just gana go watch virgin suicides again and possibly takea hott bath. i dont think ill go 2 bed... i took so pills and they are sorta keeping my ass up :/