Why do I always ruin everything? I'm such a failure. I always think my problems are more important than others. I'm such a concieded bitch. I fucking hate me! God damn it! Why do I always ruin everything? Why do I have to hurt others? Why am I such a failure? I'm nothing and I will remain as such...God damn it... I'm nothing...A thief, a whore, a liar...Kari I wish it would all end... Then maybe everyone would be fucking happy... Cause all I bring is pain... And that is enought for my sweet suicide... Just one cut... Maybe two... And it'll end... I'll be free... The pain will end... Those I hurt will feel relieved... I won't have to cry anymore... I won't have to tell anyone... I could die alone... Like I live alone... Soon, nothing will be right... And I'll have to go... Don't cry for me... I'll be safer that way... And that is enough for my sweet suicide...