It seems like no matter what I do, I'll never have the friendship I had with Sky. Doesn't he know that I care about him? Does he care? *sighs* I may never be forgiven by him. Hell, I can't forgive myself. I swore that I would never do that to someone, yet...I did. Sometimes, I feel like I don't deserve Mike. I love him more than anything. He's my reason to live each day. I need him. *sighs* Love isn't about finding the perfect person. It's about seeing an imperfect person perfectly. *sighs again* That never seems to leave my mind. I'm not perfect. I know this. Maybe that's why Mike loves me. I wish I could be everything he wanted me to be. I wish I could be everything everyone wants me to be. Yet...I'll never be. I love you, Mike. Kari I can't run anymore I fall before you Here I am I have nothing left Though I've tried to forget You're all that I am Take me home I'm through fighting it Broken Lifeless I give up You're my only strength Without you I can't go on Anymore Ever again My only hope My only peace My only joy My only strength My only power My only life My only love