Listening to: Breaking The Habit - Linkin Park
Feeling: depressed
Just read something that has me in an even fouler mood. So, I am going to kinda make this to reply to that...
Yeah, I love him. I guess it would be best if I didn't meet him now. He has a girlfriend and she must be great to have him. I can't help but to feel jealous tho. But I am 17, much to young for him. I'm not legal, and he is. I wish I could meet him, but what would that do to Skye and me? I might not be able to admit it to anyone else, but I can to me. I am in love with him and I'm dying inside cause I cannot be with him. Someone...save me from the nothing I've become...
Kari
"Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all asume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again..."
Kari, you're such a beautifle person. You're beautifle in the mind, body, and soul. I couldn't have asked for a better person for a friend. You're a very special person in my life that I am very greatful for. Please don't die inside for me. You have someone with you now that you can love face to face. Don't carry a torch for someone you'll never meet. Even though we can never be in love, I will allways have a special place in my heart for you.
P.S.
Sorry for getting you in a foul mood. Wasn't my intention... but now-a-days, seems consistant with my luck as of late. Til we speak again, Take care Kari.