Listening to: So Cold - Breaking Benjamin
Feeling: careless
Today was one weird one. I haven't been up 12 hours! ^^ ANYway...Meg and I watched one of the InuYasha movies and I have the GREATEST fuck up in the world!
Me: Wow...they're gonna suck each other back and forth!
I was watching the movie and Miroku was having a Wind Tunnel fight with some Demon chic who copied his Wind Tunnel. Don't ask. It was funny!
*sighs*
But that wasn't the only fuck up. I did it cause I needed to. I did it cause I had to. It's starting to become an obsession. Fuck. I need help, but I can't take it. I don't want it. If it get's any worse...then I will beg for help. I can stop. I still can stop.
*sighs*
I hope...
Kari
Show me how we end this alright?
Show me how defenseless you really are
Satisfied and empty inside
That's alright let's give this another try
You don't need to beg for my help. Be true to yourself Kari. I love you Kari... let that be somewhat of a release. I know you're battleing with a lot of stuff right now... I don't want you to lose this particular battle.
phara i love you
i'll do anything to help, just name it
Dont' fool yourself. You either stop or you don't. I just hope you make the right decision. (Don't worry, I know the feeling ... the very same erotic feeling from it)
husg Aimee
you probably don't remember me. to be honest, i don't remember you. but you are one of three people on a friends list i just looked at for the first time since last summer. shrug we've talked before, if you want to talk again, i'm cool with that.
"I've found a reason for me"
~nightmyth