He he... made the razor work! I managed to get a nice little one on my arm. It stings at the moment, but I love it! I want more. I want more. You know what I did when I watched it bleed? I smiled. I smiled real for the first time in a while. And now, there are a set of unused razor blades in my room with my fork. I can't wait until I get a switchblade! I need more like my first! Took long enough, but now I have freedom and I love it! Kari Where should I go? What should I do? I don't understand what you want from me 'Cause I don't know if I can trust you Or all of the things you've said to me And I may never know The answer to this endless mystery Where should I go? What should I do? I don't understand what you want from me