I tell you. Today has sucked. I first snapped at Natalie. I felt so bad. But it's because of a nice entry that I found by my ex. It really crushed me. I started thinking about his words. He's right about me. For once...he's right. I'm a bitch. I'm a slut. And I'm going to let him downgrade me and hurt me. What more can I do? I still care about him even if he could give a rat's ass about me. Kari It never was and never will be You're not real and you can't save me Somehow now you're everybody's fool